Here I go!

So long story short, God has really been stretching me and growing me in the last two weeks. First, at youth summer camp I got to dive off  a big 'ol zip-line superman style. I did it a couple times and found out that I'm a bit of an adrenalin junkie. Now I don't often hear God's voice clearly and immediately know it's him (most of the time I second guess or think it's just me) but that night during the worship part of the service God very clearly said to me "Will you jump for me?" I think "of course God I always want to be in your will, whatever you want God I'll jump..." Then I get a vision of leading worship (leading the church congregation in songs to the Lord) in my mind...to be completely honest the thought of this scares me to the point of nausea...so I say to God, "Is that really what you want? I just don't feel good enough to lead worship... but if that really what you want I'll do it." and God says, "Will you jump for me?" So yes... To add to it, the camp speaker spoke on "Here am I Lord, send me."  and even said something about how God uses people who feel inadequate. My situation exactly :o) Then everywhere I go, every blog I read seems to be tailored around the same message. Even yesterday Pastor Kevin's sermon was on dreams and how we need to be obedient in even the little things God asks because it eventually brings us to the overall dream God's way. So here I go. I'm going for it. With all my trust and confidence in the Lord...